Sunday, 19 February 2012,2/19/2012 03:50:00 PM
undiscovered attractions.
so yes, i realised how awful i am at updating my blogs.but hey every few weeks isnt that bad. especially when life is truly such a whirlwind, taking you to places you never thought you would venture too. the last few months have been a real rollercoaster of tests of emotions, strength and even my physical state. and every choice that was made, was made with some decision of fate.
i guess sometimes we never really understand our choices. and to be fair. half the ones ive been making recently, have been really truly unexpected.
ohwell, onto well more less thoughtful topics. for all who know me and my love for ear piercings, i now have 5 on my left ear and 4 on my right, with a recent addition of a NOSE PIERCING:) wheee. this makes me the one with the most piercings in my group of psychos, but the 2nd one with a nose piercing. of course, i have opposing views on them, for example, Sai thinks i have wayy too many, and doesnt particularly like them, whereas Mel thinks they're cool, and loves it:) but in the end, I have to like them right? and i do:)
and also. a question to all. How Was Valentines Day for you this year?:) and how was mine? well i'll save that for my next post:)
signing off, love , S.
Thursday, 5 January 2012,1/05/2012 01:01:00 AM
revolution 20what?
so yes, update it is!
ive been waiting for a while since well as most readers should have realised by now,
my life can be extremely busy. and i tend to get lazy and choose facebooking over having to type blog updates.
so yes, india trip was amazing.
from performing at the konark festival. in Konark.
to chilling in Puri.
to performing in Anggul.
to 12 days in Cuttack learning a beautiful dance meeting beautiful people.
to going to Bhubaneshwar for the International Odissi festival, where so much experience was gained.
last few days has been great. meeting my people, esp. my 3 darling girls, Tachel, Melora, Elysa. love you 3 idiots.
and ok, onto my title.
Revolution 2020 by Chetan Bhagat.
you start the book wondering oh another love story, and as you read it youre kinda confused.
and it isnt a typical story. and really its abt this one man. and it really makes you think twice about how people sometimes just do what they have to do to live.
Gopal and Aarti, the couple you will keep wanting , but their ending, even i dont know yet. 2 days into the book and i have abt 100 pages left. maybe if i stopped blogging i'll finish it up;)
fact. Varanasi, place where people go to die and believe they'll go straight to heaven. the City of Death.
signing off. loves.
S.
Thursday, 21 July 2011,7/21/2011 10:24:00 PM
picture perfect for the road.
youre my no.78 post:)
today when we were hanging out, it was so relaxed and easy.
and for those few minutes, we ignored the fact tomorow onwards we are gonna be miles apart.
we left our fears at the very back of minds.
and kept a smile on our faces *at least tried to*
and did our thing.be retards.
there are so many memories engrained both in my mind and heart, that without you, would be simply not memories at all.
i know when i hugged you 3 or 4 times.each time my urge to cry and breakdown grew stronger, but for the sake of us i ddnt.
when Sai walked me back to college, i was on the verge of tears.
again i held back.
i got home.i just walked into my room.
and it started.the tears.the frustration.my fears.
and it wont stop until now.
i know we have skype, and i told you this before, if i have to stay up till 5AM and wake up for college at 6 AM.i would do it for you.
cus youre worth it.
youre more then just worth it.
i love you my darling babylove.
forever you & i <3
When Im With You-Faber Drive [For Rena Yap Specifically]
our final picture together for a long.long time. i love you my now&forever sister ♥
Wednesday, 13 July 2011,7/13/2011 11:04:00 PM
my ever so late birthday post.
so yea, im late for the blogpost.
i feel awful, cus every year i post something on my blog about you for youre birthday.
i still remember 2 years ago, i called you for some random reason, & epicly forgot your birthday.you were like "Shob, are you forgetting something?" im like, whatt no la.
then you screamed, ITS MY BIRTHDAY, and i cussed and said babe im so so so sorry.
yea, i guess im not always one of the greatest friends out there.
but to me Rena, you mean the world.
the stars cant compete with you.
In year 8, we were barely talking to each other.
i remember there was this invisible barrier that prevented us from being friends or at the very least talk.
but then, Mr Michael.whether or not he was a good thing in my life, he paired you, me and mirella up to be Science buddies:) i remember initially we were all like "ohmygosh THEM?"
and we organized our first science study session.
you, me, mirella, tach,sai.
that day was epic:) and ever since our friendship has run miles, and weve not once looked back.
so the first 2 terms of year 9, i remember we were so damn close, and then i left to CIE, and it wasnt just you but i lost all my babies. i hated every second without yall.
and year 10 was rough, i know.and there were times you just wouldnt talk to me.
and you ignored me, and i ignored you.
the times during sports day where our competitiveness and control-freakness took over and we fought.
and this year, i remember i hated that you were mad at me.
so much.i cried and cried when i found out you and mel and tach and sai were all having issues with me.
especially you and mel.
but my love, i swear, i have always sworn to protect you *and this is to the rest of the group*
and i always will.
so my darling.im sorry for the times i screwed up, and we were going backwards instead of forwards.
bt the day came, when you started holding my hand again for no reason, when you screamed my name and ran and hugged me.
youre hugs are irreplaceable.
You.are.irreplaceable.
i love you.
and now youre 17! old woman:)
but i know, i wil never have to worry abt you cus you are so strong and capable, that you are just gonna shine brighter then the moon and all the stars combined.
youre beautiful in everyway.
and i see it in every pic of you and me, where in nearly all the photos are photo-taking style and poses are so the damn similar:)
again.i love you.
and again.im coming to KLIA to drop you off.
and cry my heart out.
because even with country barriers, my babylove is growing up :) and we are STILL gonna skype and talk ALL the damn time.
even if it means i stay up till 4 am i will:)
Saturday, 2 July 2011,7/02/2011 12:46:00 PM
ballet shoes.
so today.
to-do
-get alevels book. At least the math one.
-paint my wall *important*
-try and figure out that pirouette exercise thing from class the other day (didnt end very well though)
-clear up room.*epic failure*
Friday, 1 July 2011,7/01/2011 03:42:00 PM
Day1.
well it didnt go THAT bad. except for the fact i feel like a complete idiot. ESP during math. i mean bio was bearable. Chem, i just need to look thru the stuffs.and go thru it i SHOULD be fine. but math. i couldnt effin even do completing a square? wow. i guess this is my punishment for not suffering in olevels and doing add maths.
the teacher had asked the class who hadnt taken add maths and i thnk i was the only one who didnt. i was like WHAT!? and course, it was VERY obvious. i had no clue what i was doing.
okie so to the next part. people. so tzexu and fousing took care of me in the morning. and i met their friends.one in mind, DL, hes really tall! and i saw Earlyy! the realisation that i was standing infront of him set in about 30 seconds too late. i was likee EARLYYYY! but it was good, he kept my nerves down reminding me things would go fine. then i saw JANCEEE:) she brightens my day:) really. she took me to class. i was to shy to ask if that was my class, so she asked for me:) nearly everyone was already in. in any case a whole bunch of people are still missing, but the approx no. of students in my class...20? so i kept to myself.loner. reminded me of year 10!
but the people seem pretty cool. of course there were 3 guys sitting behind me from ELC. and course they are the smart pretty interesting people. i mean , during the course of my 3 classes, they were the ones the teachers most directed their attention towards. but otherwards.day 1. i came out alive:)
lucky for me. Friday is my short day.8.30-11.30.3 classes straight.
well till next time. loves:)
Friday, 24 June 2011,6/24/2011 03:21:00 PM
edge of glory.
so lemme start by blogging about the epicness of yesterday. so me and the girls slept at what like 6am right?so clearly 11.30 was an aite time to wake up.
at about 1-ish me and my parents and uncle wong rushed off to start college hunting. yes.college hunting. essentially it just means checkin out 3 colleges and tryin to see which one is the best.
so first we went to sunway. awesomely big campus.loved that. and also there they let me do economics as a part of my curriculum. so far thats the only college that allows me that.
but it twas pretty grown-up-ish.thats what my parents thought. esp cus i would be one of the youngest there. i mean it IS a university aswell. so that was interesting. still love the campus though.
then we headed to Help Damansara. wellm i wouldnt say its like the others. its more, cosy, homie. it reminded me of old school fairview, before the crazy renovations. the old one where everyone was everywhere and it was loud, noisy, rowdy. but it felt good surprisingly. im not sure how much i would be able to fit in. but i felt more right there.
guess who i saw there? that mahfuz dude? from Fairview from like AGES ago. wierd. i was actually hoping to bump into Nipunbhai, but clearly that guy is allergic to phones or anything to do with communication=_=
anyways yea.its cool cus i can do my alevels in 3 parts.. but theres a clash, i think , with my dance in India at the end of the year. so idk=_=
then we went to Taylors again. its cool as usual. but so the damn Fairview-like now. idk i dont LIKE it that much, but i feel like i would blend better and study better there. its still higher ranked... and i mean i would have my peeps there. and theres plaza damas next to it. and my exams would not be so messed up.
anyways, i decided today to leave my day absolutely free. damn.wierd.
Thursday, 23 June 2011,6/23/2011 05:37:00 AM
girls night.indian food.sleepless.
so yea. it is 5.25 AM. i have been up since 9AM yest.... so the day started out pretty aite, tach dropped by my place, then around 12, elysa at my place then we went to pavi together:) we wanted krispy kremes but sorta decided to grab 'em at the end of the day*even though we forgot.*
anyways so we ended up at pavi, and tach n me were massively hungry, so we decided to go to the loaf. expensive?i know=_=
*btw, i took RM0 from my parents that day, and only had abt RM150 in my wallet*
so yea, then we bumped into FouSing and James. well not bumped.they joined. we decided to then go karoake? it was like 2 PM. so we went.apparently we had like 4 hours! WHOA. Tach n James decided to pick out a whole bunch of love songs, so i ended up screaming my gutts out. and during their chinese song session i decided to see Mirella and Dito, they were at Forever 21. GOSH, SALES in Forever 21 AND cotton on. Epic Awesomeness. if only i had money.
so then we decided to grab some food nearby around 5 ish, we bumped into Raf, Shafiq and Sharafuddin! i know right! its funnnyyy. in the beginning Rafs cuzzys were in their own world but after catching up it was alot better talking to them
about 7-ish we came back to my place, Mirel,Sam, Lysa, Tach n me. then we went to Kohinoor in Capsquare cus Tach reallllyy wanted Indian food, so yea.parents took us:) so that was awesome.the girls enjoyed that awesomely. on the way back we picked up starbucks. for me , my 2nd coffee drink for the day.
weve been up ever since. Mirel went home:( but Sai joined:)
weve been skyping. dealing with drama.even though funnily.we are OVER high school. drama never ends does it? but at least for me i have none. but in a way im wondering if i MISS all the drama. it was entertaining;)
so yea. Tach is asleep. BAHA. we watched BEASTLY.
alex pettyfer. sexy.hot.amazing.beautiful. i love him.
i miss my vampire diaries though.......
Wednesday, 22 June 2011,6/22/2011 10:37:00 AM
Salvatore love
so, yea today is my girls day, sortof:)
Tachel should be arriving at my place any time soon.
we were supposed to go to bangsar, but im wondering if thats a good idea.
will confirm with the girls, bangsar or midvalley?
either way, that area.
so ive been vampire diaries obsessed since sunday night.
i got season2 and i havent stopped watching im at episode 17 now i think.
its like. stefan and elena, when they were broken up for a while, it broke my heart.
stefan CRIED.and damn it was sad.
katherine, ugh i hate her no matter what.
damon....gosh, he is so misunderstood.he loves elena, but he knows he cant have her. and everyone seems to keep choosing stefan over him.
which sucks.
hes so amazing, his strength his abilities, why wouldnt someone love and care for a guy like him.
sure he has a ice cold stone heart.
he kills just cus he likes it, but hes got a heart nonetheless that feels and hurts and loves.
Damon Salvatore.You are Mine.I love You.
ps.hes uber hot.
and FINALLY, bonnie and jeremy hook up:) they are so cute together:)
and Matt and Caroline, i honestly dont like it.
i think Caroline and Tyler are a better fit.
i wish she had at least given him a chance.
i mean maybe he wouldnt have run away either.
and i hope they tell Jenna the truth, she deserves it.
Alaric is pretty cool.
im obsessed with vamps right now.
i mean i mean i even bought a new vamp book series.
vampire kisses?
i even have a free shirt now:)
its says
"Boys are whatever, Vampires are forever"
:D
Tuesday, 21 June 2011,6/21/2011 07:31:00 PM
its gonna be a good life.
so ive been meaning to blog. but the last few days, theyve just been a whirlwind. my dance has officially started again:) its an amazing feeling to be back, but lemme tell you the pain in my body is excruciating. but its worth it.
i finally put up my graduation pics. and wow, going thru them, taggin everyone. it was heartbreaking. to know that that part of my life, is just over. and grad/prom was JUST last week. i think i havent come to terms with that just yet.
im planning a small sleepover with a few of my girls tom night. if i join taylors, i start next monday.meaning, i dont have much time. scary.
we might hang out in bangsar tom afternoon.so yay. and on thursday afternoon, me n my mum are going to sunway college, then help damansara, then taylors hartamas. all three. its still so unbelievable.
my current playlist. goodlife-one republic written in the stars-Tinie Tempah The Ballad of Mona Lisa-Panic @the Disco Bounce-The Cab Sorry that i loved you-Anthony Neely Like we used to- Rocket to the Moon Monster-Paramore.
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Sunday, 19 February 2012,2/19/2012 03:50:00 PM
undiscovered attractions.
so yes, i realised how awful i am at updating my blogs.but hey every few weeks isnt that bad. especially when life is truly such a whirlwind, taking you to places you never thought you would venture too. the last few months have been a real rollercoaster of tests of emotions, strength and even my physical state. and every choice that was made, was made with some decision of fate.
i guess sometimes we never really understand our choices. and to be fair. half the ones ive been making recently, have been really truly unexpected.
ohwell, onto well more less thoughtful topics. for all who know me and my love for ear piercings, i now have 5 on my left ear and 4 on my right, with a recent addition of a NOSE PIERCING:) wheee. this makes me the one with the most piercings in my group of psychos, but the 2nd one with a nose piercing. of course, i have opposing views on them, for example, Sai thinks i have wayy too many, and doesnt particularly like them, whereas Mel thinks they're cool, and loves it:) but in the end, I have to like them right? and i do:)
and also. a question to all. How Was Valentines Day for you this year?:) and how was mine? well i'll save that for my next post:)
signing off, love , S.
Thursday, 5 January 2012,1/05/2012 01:01:00 AM
revolution 20what?
so yes, update it is!
ive been waiting for a while since well as most readers should have realised by now,
my life can be extremely busy. and i tend to get lazy and choose facebooking over having to type blog updates.
so yes, india trip was amazing.
from performing at the konark festival. in Konark.
to chilling in Puri.
to performing in Anggul.
to 12 days in Cuttack learning a beautiful dance meeting beautiful people.
to going to Bhubaneshwar for the International Odissi festival, where so much experience was gained.
last few days has been great. meeting my people, esp. my 3 darling girls, Tachel, Melora, Elysa. love you 3 idiots.
and ok, onto my title.
Revolution 2020 by Chetan Bhagat.
you start the book wondering oh another love story, and as you read it youre kinda confused.
and it isnt a typical story. and really its abt this one man. and it really makes you think twice about how people sometimes just do what they have to do to live.
Gopal and Aarti, the couple you will keep wanting , but their ending, even i dont know yet. 2 days into the book and i have abt 100 pages left. maybe if i stopped blogging i'll finish it up;)
fact. Varanasi, place where people go to die and believe they'll go straight to heaven. the City of Death.
signing off. loves.
S.
Thursday, 21 July 2011,7/21/2011 10:24:00 PM
picture perfect for the road.
youre my no.78 post:)
today when we were hanging out, it was so relaxed and easy.
and for those few minutes, we ignored the fact tomorow onwards we are gonna be miles apart.
we left our fears at the very back of minds.
and kept a smile on our faces *at least tried to*
and did our thing.be retards.
there are so many memories engrained both in my mind and heart, that without you, would be simply not memories at all.
i know when i hugged you 3 or 4 times.each time my urge to cry and breakdown grew stronger, but for the sake of us i ddnt.
when Sai walked me back to college, i was on the verge of tears.
again i held back.
i got home.i just walked into my room.
and it started.the tears.the frustration.my fears.
and it wont stop until now.
i know we have skype, and i told you this before, if i have to stay up till 5AM and wake up for college at 6 AM.i would do it for you.
cus youre worth it.
youre more then just worth it.
i love you my darling babylove.
forever you & i <3
When Im With You-Faber Drive [For Rena Yap Specifically]
our final picture together for a long.long time. i love you my now&forever sister ♥
Wednesday, 13 July 2011,7/13/2011 11:04:00 PM
my ever so late birthday post.
so yea, im late for the blogpost.
i feel awful, cus every year i post something on my blog about you for youre birthday.
i still remember 2 years ago, i called you for some random reason, & epicly forgot your birthday.you were like "Shob, are you forgetting something?" im like, whatt no la.
then you screamed, ITS MY BIRTHDAY, and i cussed and said babe im so so so sorry.
yea, i guess im not always one of the greatest friends out there.
but to me Rena, you mean the world.
the stars cant compete with you.
In year 8, we were barely talking to each other.
i remember there was this invisible barrier that prevented us from being friends or at the very least talk.
but then, Mr Michael.whether or not he was a good thing in my life, he paired you, me and mirella up to be Science buddies:) i remember initially we were all like "ohmygosh THEM?"
and we organized our first science study session.
you, me, mirella, tach,sai.
that day was epic:) and ever since our friendship has run miles, and weve not once looked back.
so the first 2 terms of year 9, i remember we were so damn close, and then i left to CIE, and it wasnt just you but i lost all my babies. i hated every second without yall.
and year 10 was rough, i know.and there were times you just wouldnt talk to me.
and you ignored me, and i ignored you.
the times during sports day where our competitiveness and control-freakness took over and we fought.
and this year, i remember i hated that you were mad at me.
so much.i cried and cried when i found out you and mel and tach and sai were all having issues with me.
especially you and mel.
but my love, i swear, i have always sworn to protect you *and this is to the rest of the group*
and i always will.
so my darling.im sorry for the times i screwed up, and we were going backwards instead of forwards.
bt the day came, when you started holding my hand again for no reason, when you screamed my name and ran and hugged me.
youre hugs are irreplaceable.
You.are.irreplaceable.
i love you.
and now youre 17! old woman:)
but i know, i wil never have to worry abt you cus you are so strong and capable, that you are just gonna shine brighter then the moon and all the stars combined.
youre beautiful in everyway.
and i see it in every pic of you and me, where in nearly all the photos are photo-taking style and poses are so the damn similar:)
again.i love you.
and again.im coming to KLIA to drop you off.
and cry my heart out.
because even with country barriers, my babylove is growing up :) and we are STILL gonna skype and talk ALL the damn time.
even if it means i stay up till 4 am i will:)
Saturday, 2 July 2011,7/02/2011 12:46:00 PM
ballet shoes.
so today.
to-do
-get alevels book. At least the math one.
-paint my wall *important*
-try and figure out that pirouette exercise thing from class the other day (didnt end very well though)
-clear up room.*epic failure*
Friday, 1 July 2011,7/01/2011 03:42:00 PM
Day1.
well it didnt go THAT bad. except for the fact i feel like a complete idiot. ESP during math. i mean bio was bearable. Chem, i just need to look thru the stuffs.and go thru it i SHOULD be fine. but math. i couldnt effin even do completing a square? wow. i guess this is my punishment for not suffering in olevels and doing add maths.
the teacher had asked the class who hadnt taken add maths and i thnk i was the only one who didnt. i was like WHAT!? and course, it was VERY obvious. i had no clue what i was doing.
okie so to the next part. people. so tzexu and fousing took care of me in the morning. and i met their friends.one in mind, DL, hes really tall! and i saw Earlyy! the realisation that i was standing infront of him set in about 30 seconds too late. i was likee EARLYYYY! but it was good, he kept my nerves down reminding me things would go fine. then i saw JANCEEE:) she brightens my day:) really. she took me to class. i was to shy to ask if that was my class, so she asked for me:) nearly everyone was already in. in any case a whole bunch of people are still missing, but the approx no. of students in my class...20? so i kept to myself.loner. reminded me of year 10!
but the people seem pretty cool. of course there were 3 guys sitting behind me from ELC. and course they are the smart pretty interesting people. i mean , during the course of my 3 classes, they were the ones the teachers most directed their attention towards. but otherwards.day 1. i came out alive:)
lucky for me. Friday is my short day.8.30-11.30.3 classes straight.
well till next time. loves:)
Friday, 24 June 2011,6/24/2011 03:21:00 PM
edge of glory.
so lemme start by blogging about the epicness of yesterday. so me and the girls slept at what like 6am right?so clearly 11.30 was an aite time to wake up.
at about 1-ish me and my parents and uncle wong rushed off to start college hunting. yes.college hunting. essentially it just means checkin out 3 colleges and tryin to see which one is the best.
so first we went to sunway. awesomely big campus.loved that. and also there they let me do economics as a part of my curriculum. so far thats the only college that allows me that.
but it twas pretty grown-up-ish.thats what my parents thought. esp cus i would be one of the youngest there. i mean it IS a university aswell. so that was interesting. still love the campus though.
then we headed to Help Damansara. wellm i wouldnt say its like the others. its more, cosy, homie. it reminded me of old school fairview, before the crazy renovations. the old one where everyone was everywhere and it was loud, noisy, rowdy. but it felt good surprisingly. im not sure how much i would be able to fit in. but i felt more right there.
guess who i saw there? that mahfuz dude? from Fairview from like AGES ago. wierd. i was actually hoping to bump into Nipunbhai, but clearly that guy is allergic to phones or anything to do with communication=_=
anyways yea.its cool cus i can do my alevels in 3 parts.. but theres a clash, i think , with my dance in India at the end of the year. so idk=_=
then we went to Taylors again. its cool as usual. but so the damn Fairview-like now. idk i dont LIKE it that much, but i feel like i would blend better and study better there. its still higher ranked... and i mean i would have my peeps there. and theres plaza damas next to it. and my exams would not be so messed up.
anyways, i decided today to leave my day absolutely free. damn.wierd.
Thursday, 23 June 2011,6/23/2011 05:37:00 AM
girls night.indian food.sleepless.
so yea. it is 5.25 AM. i have been up since 9AM yest.... so the day started out pretty aite, tach dropped by my place, then around 12, elysa at my place then we went to pavi together:) we wanted krispy kremes but sorta decided to grab 'em at the end of the day*even though we forgot.*
anyways so we ended up at pavi, and tach n me were massively hungry, so we decided to go to the loaf. expensive?i know=_=
*btw, i took RM0 from my parents that day, and only had abt RM150 in my wallet*
so yea, then we bumped into FouSing and James. well not bumped.they joined. we decided to then go karoake? it was like 2 PM. so we went.apparently we had like 4 hours! WHOA. Tach n James decided to pick out a whole bunch of love songs, so i ended up screaming my gutts out. and during their chinese song session i decided to see Mirella and Dito, they were at Forever 21. GOSH, SALES in Forever 21 AND cotton on. Epic Awesomeness. if only i had money.
so then we decided to grab some food nearby around 5 ish, we bumped into Raf, Shafiq and Sharafuddin! i know right! its funnnyyy. in the beginning Rafs cuzzys were in their own world but after catching up it was alot better talking to them
about 7-ish we came back to my place, Mirel,Sam, Lysa, Tach n me. then we went to Kohinoor in Capsquare cus Tach reallllyy wanted Indian food, so yea.parents took us:) so that was awesome.the girls enjoyed that awesomely. on the way back we picked up starbucks. for me , my 2nd coffee drink for the day.
weve been up ever since. Mirel went home:( but Sai joined:)
weve been skyping. dealing with drama.even though funnily.we are OVER high school. drama never ends does it? but at least for me i have none. but in a way im wondering if i MISS all the drama. it was entertaining;)
so yea. Tach is asleep. BAHA. we watched BEASTLY.
alex pettyfer. sexy.hot.amazing.beautiful. i love him.
i miss my vampire diaries though.......
Wednesday, 22 June 2011,6/22/2011 10:37:00 AM
Salvatore love
so, yea today is my girls day, sortof:)
Tachel should be arriving at my place any time soon.
we were supposed to go to bangsar, but im wondering if thats a good idea.
will confirm with the girls, bangsar or midvalley?
either way, that area.
so ive been vampire diaries obsessed since sunday night.
i got season2 and i havent stopped watching im at episode 17 now i think.
its like. stefan and elena, when they were broken up for a while, it broke my heart.
stefan CRIED.and damn it was sad.
katherine, ugh i hate her no matter what.
damon....gosh, he is so misunderstood.he loves elena, but he knows he cant have her. and everyone seems to keep choosing stefan over him.
which sucks.
hes so amazing, his strength his abilities, why wouldnt someone love and care for a guy like him.
sure he has a ice cold stone heart.
he kills just cus he likes it, but hes got a heart nonetheless that feels and hurts and loves.
Damon Salvatore.You are Mine.I love You.
ps.hes uber hot.
and FINALLY, bonnie and jeremy hook up:) they are so cute together:)
and Matt and Caroline, i honestly dont like it.
i think Caroline and Tyler are a better fit.
i wish she had at least given him a chance.
i mean maybe he wouldnt have run away either.
and i hope they tell Jenna the truth, she deserves it.
Alaric is pretty cool.
im obsessed with vamps right now.
i mean i mean i even bought a new vamp book series.
vampire kisses?
i even have a free shirt now:)
its says
"Boys are whatever, Vampires are forever"
:D
Tuesday, 21 June 2011,6/21/2011 07:31:00 PM
its gonna be a good life.
so ive been meaning to blog. but the last few days, theyve just been a whirlwind. my dance has officially started again:) its an amazing feeling to be back, but lemme tell you the pain in my body is excruciating. but its worth it.
i finally put up my graduation pics. and wow, going thru them, taggin everyone. it was heartbreaking. to know that that part of my life, is just over. and grad/prom was JUST last week. i think i havent come to terms with that just yet.
im planning a small sleepover with a few of my girls tom night. if i join taylors, i start next monday.meaning, i dont have much time. scary.
we might hang out in bangsar tom afternoon.so yay. and on thursday afternoon, me n my mum are going to sunway college, then help damansara, then taylors hartamas. all three. its still so unbelievable.
my current playlist. goodlife-one republic written in the stars-Tinie Tempah The Ballad of Mona Lisa-Panic @the Disco Bounce-The Cab Sorry that i loved you-Anthony Neely Like we used to- Rocket to the Moon Monster-Paramore.
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