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Wednesday, 13 July 2011,7/13/2011 11:04:00 PM
my ever so late birthday post.

so yea, im late for the blogpost.
i feel awful, cus every year i post something on my blog about you for youre birthday.
i still remember 2 years ago, i called you for some random reason, & epicly forgot your birthday.you were like "Shob, are you forgetting something?" im like, whatt no la.
then you screamed, ITS MY BIRTHDAY, and i cussed and said babe im so so so sorry.

yea, i guess im not always one of the greatest friends out there.

but to me Rena, you mean the world.
the stars cant compete with you.

In year 8, we were barely talking to each other.
i remember there was this invisible barrier that prevented us from being friends or at the very least talk.
but then, Mr Michael.whether or not he was a good thing in my life, he paired you, me and mirella up to be Science buddies:) i remember initially we were all like "ohmygosh THEM?"
and we organized our first science study session.
you, me, mirella, tach,sai.
that day was epic:) and ever since our friendship has run miles, and weve not once looked back.

so the first 2 terms of year 9, i remember we were so damn close, and then i left to CIE, and it wasnt just you but i lost all my babies. i hated every second without yall.
and year 10 was rough, i know.and there were times you just wouldnt talk to me.
and you ignored me, and i ignored you.

the times during sports day where our competitiveness and control-freakness took over and we fought.
and this year, i remember i hated that you were mad at me.
so much.i cried and cried when i found out you and mel and tach and sai were all having issues with me.
especially you and mel.

but my love, i swear, i have always sworn to protect you *and this is to the rest of the group*
and i always will.

so my darling.im sorry for the times i screwed up, and we were going backwards instead of forwards.

bt the day came, when you started holding my hand again for no reason, when you screamed my name and ran and hugged me.

youre hugs are irreplaceable.
You.are.irreplaceable.

i love you.
and now youre 17! old woman:)
but i know, i wil never have to worry abt you cus you are so strong and capable, that you are just gonna shine brighter then the moon and all the stars combined.


youre beautiful in everyway.
and i see it in every pic of you and me, where in nearly all the photos are photo-taking style and poses are so the damn similar:)

again.i love you.
and again.im coming to KLIA to drop you off.
and cry my heart out.
because even with country barriers, my babylove is growing up :) and we are STILL gonna skype and talk ALL the damn time.
even if it means i stay up till 4 am i will:)